Hey...so for those that have been following my blog..you may have noticed how one-sided and bitter I may have seemed.
After taking a month or so deciding whether or not I was going to make this public....
I have decided that I am NOT going to make it as public as I had originally planned. There are several reasons for this.
The main reason being that the only reason I even started this was based solely on my own bitterness and therefore, was doing it straight up out of spite.
After spending a semester at Bacone..I have decided that even though there have been a lot of problems with the praise team and the academic leadership..or lack thereof..at said upper education establishment...I've come to the realization that I was doing this blog for all of the wrong reasons.
Like I said, I was doing this just as an 'In your face' type of thing.
After spending a lot of time soul searching and going over and over in my mind about what to do and whether or not I was gonna go through with posting this blog URL to my Facebook page...the ending result being a question that I kept asking myself...
"If I post this on Facebook...what am I really trying to prove?"
Am I doing this just to..in my mind..retaliate...or..am I really doing this to move forward from all that I had to deal with my last few months at Family of Faith?
At the end of the day, I realized that if I do make it public and if I do make it known that this is something that I have been hiding for so many months, I would just be feeding into my own bitterness and at the same time...Hell...that's all I would be doing. hahaha.
So...as for the fact that I did nothing constructive/productive in this blog other than just talking in circles....
I'm more than likely gonna end it here...
So take it for what it's worth....hahaha.
Peace out, Girl scout!
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